Merry Christmas.

YOU didnt even say thank you.
what kind of father ARE you.
i blew almost $20 on u..
maybe i shouldnt have gotten u anything.
i shouldve just let mom..
no i shouldve just told her to NOT get u anything.
watever.

see.
i came up to u and u didnt even say Merry Christmas.
and wen i gave it to u u didnt say thank u.
u looked thru it.
asked me if it was wat it was..
put in the box..
and watched the TV again.
...

i walked away crying.
I GOT U SOMETHING.
arent u gonna say thank you at least.
i KNEW u didnt get me anything.
u never think of me.
maybe mom SHOULD divorce u.
id rather not see you.
thats wat i want for Christmas.
less on electricity bill.
less food to cook
less mess to clean.
less TEARS that roll down my face and MY moms.
u know..

thank you dad... -.-
for showing me u cant even be a good role model.
for showing me how stupid men can be.
how selfish and messed up they can be..

id never marry ANYONE like u.
ur horrible.

why did YOU have to be my dad...
all i wanted this yr... was a THANK YOU from u.
i didnt ask for anything.
because i knew i was gonna get hurt.
id be content with the words ..thank you coming from ur mouth.
or ... at least a minutes worth of decent conversation.
or a hug.
a GOD DAMN HUG.
..




thank you mom.
ur the strongest person ive ever met.

but ur still working and its Christmas
i guess.... u gave up..



i didnt want this $100 dollars.

i want u to take a FULL day off..
because its Christmas.















im gonna go back to sleep.
i hope i wake up tmrw..

i dont wanna live thru today.