please, dont get my hopes up

i expect too much.
and the pain im feeling is from ME.

please..
dont tell me 'ill talk to you later k?'
because i know you WONT.

dont tell me 'see you later...'
because.. all ill be looking forward to is.. a 'hi' and .. a half hug.

please, dont tell me 'ur busy'
ill just keep thinking of all the excuses in my head... why.

.....


tell me wat time youd call..
or tell me wen youll see me
let me know when you want to hang out.
tell me you LOVE me.
you want me,
you need me.


tell me everything i want to hear.
so it can all go away.



... steal quotes man,


but its true.
its something i say in my head x.x
or something like it... im guessing the translation really.

"you know, i beat myself up everyday so that i can try to wake up back into reality ..."

"but thats really how it is isnt it? everyone who falls in love, becomes stupid.
and it makes me the stupidest of the stupid, because i love you. ...."

"ive done EVERYTHING for you. but how come no matter what i do, its always never enough. NEVER enough."


speak the truth kim chui.








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on a totally different note,

HELLA RANDOM DAY.


CRAZY rally.

who knew bouncy balls could equal so much... fun/excitement...speeches frm principal, cancellation of sadies, rallies, etc.. lectures, BLAH.
it was random.

but i think it was pretty ok.

cmon
WE DIDNT DAMAGE ANYTHING. -___-
ur taking this too seriously.
just.. let it go man.
its a senior prank.
watd you do 2 years ago.
geez,
wen there was a freakin pillow fight in the junior quad. x.x