its not right

its just not right to fire ur our niece from her job...because theres OTHER ppl... because she cant drive.. because of her mom not being real family and because other ppl spread stupid rumors and kiss ass.

its not right that my door has to break.. today.
great 2nd day of the dam yr present.

its not right that a 17 yr old girl constantly thinks about death and killing herself.
just because she feels like she does fit in anywhere.
everyone says they care. they say they love her.
how come she doesnt see it.
she doesnt see how DAM lucky she is.
but there she goes,
crying. and wishing kill herself.
she knows where the knives are.
she knows that if u cut urself and emerse urself in water long enough you can knock out.
..
maybe she needs a gun,

its not right that she thinks she needs help but doesnt get it.
she wants a therapist.
because she feels no one really listens..
or has time t..
or understands her.
but she afraid her mom might just bring her back to the doctors.
last yr they said to just put it to god.

wtf,
ur a doctor not a priest.
she wants to know if shes manic depressive.
because shes felt this since last yr.

no one will help her.
thats wat she thinks.


so she fakes it outside,
but she kills herself inside,
might as well kill my whole self if i feel like this all the time now.





its not right for an older sibling watch a younger be more loved.
be more cared for.
be more free.

he gets to drive and look at cars.
and own guns
and go out
and cuss.
and be FREE.


its not fair that all she wants to do is be free.
and she cant.
because shes too DAM dependent on them.

because of her stupid eyesight.

its just not right..
her eyesight seems to be the only problem to her.
she cant take it anymore.

not being able to see in class.
to see 'normal'
watever other ppl can see..she cant.

she cant DRIVE because of it.

dammit.

its just not right that she wants to die
.


she thinks about it everyday.

itll be easier on everyone if i died.
no ones really depending on me anyway.




i should just go.
an kill myself.

it sounds right,