long day...

but the whole week seems like its gonna be long. o.o its only monday.
=[ but wen its over it would feel like it went by too fast.

i woke up and checked my phone. and i got a missed call from [who cares about nickname anymore] Eric. [lol]
i think 2 missed calls.. so i called him back.
then blah.
then he had to go so he can go to Santa Cruz.
So ... i laid there x.x
i didnt wanna get up
so i picked up my laptop and... randomly surfed the web.
.. =/ dennis got a fb
and he wrote this note thing.
*sigh
its the sad part of his life.
the part that at one point only vlad knew.
i knew this year.
he told me in early jan.. or late dec. i think not exactly sure.
but its really sad...
because his life is.. like that..
he doesnt deserve things like that.
especially because hes done nothing wrong.
i hope he'll be better.
hes strong x.x he'll get thru..
hes leaving anyway. after that he's in charge of his life.
its weird knowing that ill probably not see him again after june 28th [or 27th.. forgot x.x]
and its weird hes telling ppl on his fb about that...
he said he didnt really want everyone to know and stuff about his past life.
but i guess it makes sense.
to clarify to some ppl wat hes been thru.
hm.



soooo
i got up around 11 or something...
did some hw.
and ate.
then showered.

then since it was raining i put the gfs stuff in a box and headed to school.

my dad had to drive me there cuz mom was at work.
i didnt like it.
because sometimes he tries to talk to me..
but whenever he does.
its always the wrong things he talks about.
this time.
he started talking about driving.
and i got sad.
because he went on about it... i replied.. halfheartedly
and it happened the whoooole time. until school =[
it was like... so this is how u back up its easy.
maybe you can learn how to drive.
maggie cant drive at night blahblah [ i think its an affair o.o , but shes a work lady friend ]
and blah mom should teach you
he asked if my friends in school can drive and yea.
and i HAD to bring up the fact that i passed my written test thingy already...
so all i needed to do was learn HOW to drive.
and blah he continued on even more about how my mom should teach me and rawr....=[
verge of tears right there.
[i remember the last time we had a talk like it... i cried.. he didnt know wat i was gonna do in college.]
hm...

i got to school.
cavadas.
there was a surprising amount of ppl for quill.
but i guess it wasnt ALL for quill. lol
gfs stuff... sitting there.
i did some hw.
and they had the old quill on the computers.
the one that wasnt published cuz of the funding last year.
and i found 2 layouts that featured my written stuff :D
i got excited.
but those were about... =/ dennis
and i got blah... cuz i didnt really MEAN the first one.
and i got thru the other one.

the first one was called "spin the bottle"
i wrote it while i was crying over the summer.
we were at downtown and that was the day rosa came with us.
we went like every week or so.. with vlad and dennis [and kimberly and ron] sometimes and andrew came too
and it was dark and we were on the stage in cesar chavez park and it was like 11pm
and we played spin the bottle.
and dennis got me...
well first off vlad got rosa ;D
but that was a loooong time ago.
and yea anyways.
dennis got me.. and he didnt kiss me on the cheek like we said we all would.
he kissed me on the lips.
i wasnt with him, we didnt get together.
i got home that day....
and i cried in my room.
and started typing.
i didnt want it to get all blahrawr.
and so i typed it out
its in the 09 folder lol.
i think luat did the layout or something

and the other one... its called 'try'
i like that one.
its about me trying to get over him.
and in my quill submissions this yr.
i wrote something i finally got over him
lol
nice continuation .

and then i was like.. woah these were my dennis days.
and i think... it was luat who was like
now its eric era.

and then vinh and luat were like...
its dennis days and eric era.
something about alliteration.
leah u should write parallel poems for quill x.x
and blahhhh.
i would,
but i dont want him to feel like im comparing him.
cuz they shouldnt be compared.
but ill think of ideas t/o the week.
i feel like writing it, it sounds fun to write. o.o

then CVC practice.
it was awkward dancing the waltz thing with lewis cuz i sucked x.x
but yea.
i eventually kinda learned. i needa practice =[

then...
erics house [=

=X
wattodo wattodo
random youtube
music
wattodo..wattodo
music man
michelles so cute<3
go home.


yea... i had to lie,
but =/ i kinda always had to.
i feel bad that i have to.
but otherwise i wouldnt be able to go.
next time ill say it.
ill tell her about us thursday night..wen we get back from valleyfair.
after we drop you off... o.o
maybe.

anyways... got home and stuffs. [=
luats weird. we both agree.


time to start random stuff.
[D= busy schedule this week]

tuesday-
10-11am?dentist appt
1-5:30pm kasama meeting for battle skit
6 + pm FYC

wednesday-
9-2pm music man practice
3-5 CVC practice
5-5:30- goodbye core. explanation to jessa... split repsonsibility.. give to matt permanent spot D'=
6-9pm - work. first day of job @ great mall piano shop... o.o

thursday-
9-2pm music man practice
3-9:30pm valley fair con eric

friday-
SRL day :D
[but im apposed to do calc... =/]
ill do it before they come!
and review when they leave.

probably...
rockband
DDR
movies
cartoons
popcorn/ cookies/ cake/ brownies
juice
party/relax day with the girls =P

Saturday-
8-11am calc test x.x
11-1pm CVC practice
1-6pm work
[idk HOW im gonna do all that in that time....] ill hafta leave early or be there late somehow x.x
and then 6+pm spend time with ateh<3 i miss her

Sunday-
10-12noon- church
1-3?pm- haircut.
3+pm - catch up with watever hw i failed at doing within my busy schedule.


friend is supposed to visit me this week.
but idk if thats gonna happen oh well.
idk wat we'd do anyway, we're not even close anymore.
watever.