im sorry

its not wat u probably expected.

and maybe its just the timing,


it just so happens to have happened the week before the month everything was happening to me.
if that makes sense.



so im sorry.
and I SHOULD BE SORRY.

because...
its ALWAYS my fault and i know it.
in all my relationships,
family, friends, boyfriends.....

because of me being busy.
thats the main problem..
and i guess its because of my decisions that make me stressed that make u feel bad.
so u shouldnt worry, even tho i know u do.
its all me.
i brought this upon myself.

and its in my genes.
stupid.....


=/
i cant wait til the summer time.
not as much to worry about....
just the things i look forward to.
like... FYC summer program,
and jobs,
and leaving.