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i hate how you dont even talk to me anymore.
how can u be my brother if we barely speak to each other.


i dont understand y u cant even say hi to me.
it hurts u know.

knowing that ur brother hates u so much he cant even talk to u.
im ur sister...
ur only sister.
ur only true blood related sibling.

and u cant talk to me.


i guess ur gonna love it wen im gone
arent you

you're gonna just love it.


you're the lucky one anyway.
u have talent,
u have dad
u have mom
u have freedom
u have money
u can drive.
u can see
ur a strong person

u dont need me.



i might as well go.






but ill miss you little bro, more than u know.







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i mean you can talk to kaitlyn , kuya jeff , tiffany and even josh.
but not me.

you can have friends outside of school and hang out with them everyday
and i live with you
u dont even give me the time of day


you can keep conversations with mom AND dad
but wen it comes to me i get one word answers.



its stupid.





and i dont really like ur attitude.

going around cussing
that crip call crap
being 'cool' and all that -.-

and ur LAZY.
u dont help me with some of the chores
u dont clean

and u worry me.
i dont know where the hell u are sometimes.
but im afraid to call.
because u might jus yell or... just not pick up.


but this didnt happen before.
not wen u hung out with my friends.

u were fine.
everything was fine..

whered it go...
whered all of that go....