now that its all said and done

i cant believe you were the one
to build me up and tear me down
like and old abandoned house

what you said when you left
just left me cold and out of breath
i felt if i was in way too deep
i guess i let you get the best of me....

well i never saw it coming
i shoulda started running a long long time ago
and i never thought id doubt you
im better off without you
more than you more than you know

im slowly getting closure
i guess its really over
im finally getting better
now im picking up the pieces
spending all these years
just putting my heart back together

cuz the day i thought id never get through
i got over you

you took a hammer to these walls
dragged the memories down the hall
you packed your bags and walked away
there was nothing i could say
and once you slammed the front door shut
a lot of other opened up
so did my eyes so i could see
that you never were the best for me

well i never saw it coming
i shoulda started running a long long time ago
and i never thought id doubt you
im better off without you
more than you more than you know

im slowly getting closure
i guess its really over
im finally getting better
now im picking up the pieces
spending all these years
just putting my heart back together

cuz the day i thought id never get through
i got over you


.....

yes, i got over you.
at least for the most part.
im moving on.
im living my life.
im dating o.o



ill still miss you wen you leave.
i hope we'll still be able to hang out some time...
before then.

x.x
the three of us.
like old times sake.
..
i hope that'll be able to happen.




aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaanyways.














this week will be 'hectic'

wrapping up multi stuffs.

plus .
i will soo be able to have a life.
XD
ugh,
besides music man ..
and calculus.
=[
then battle.
blah.

oh well.
ill enjoy it while it lasts



just hanging in there until march
then it'll be less RIUNDOFINVODFJINVDIOPJSDFMASBLAH
lol

Feb 26 multi
Fev 27 college auditions; SFSU and CSU east bay

Mar 11 band concert

Mar 20 Rons birthday [=

endofmarch/beginning of april -----I WILL KNOW MY FUTURE. x.x

April 5-9 spring break
April 15,16,21,22 music man
April 24 CVC production night

May 5 AP calc

May 19 Senior VS staff Bball
May 20 pops concert

May TBA - battle x.x

June 10 graduation






its going by really slow and fast at the same time.

its so weird.