today.

im just going to talk about my day.
in sorta full depth?

so,
today i woke up at about 6:30/7am. to get ready to go to stanford, for this filipino leadership conference.
"PYLC" from the filipino club at stanford PASU. [if u kinda want a gist- its kinda like RAAP, from SJSU's Akbayan]

anyway.
yea,
kuya jeff picked me up,
then we went to get omar.
ahaha, stupid signal.

uhm,
then we went there and talked about shizzz.
once we got to palo alto,
we made a wrong turn x.x and hella like,
started driving towards like, a landfill?

x.x so we went the other way and ended up going the right way...
but once we got into stanford x.x we got lost again,
stupid big campus.
XD

we ended up going on embarcadero? and me and omar like... walked from there x.x
at least we dint get lost :D
it was funny,
we were like trying to ask for directions from the ppl, but they were either like...running x.x or like on a bike.
EVERYONE, for real.

we got lucky wen we saw these 2 girls and a guy walking x.x
and we asked them.
ahaha.

we explored a little around the library, and that cool red fountain and weird metal structure thing.
then went to the 'old union...' place.

so we got there i gave my permission slip.
and he showed ID and blah.
we got folders!!
yellow.

we went inside,
and there was like...
water and muffin/crescant. stuff.
[=
then they wrote our smallgroup number, meeting place and name of leader in our folder.
and we picked our workshops.
:D

mine was SmallGroup 1. ConferenceRoom. Donna _____. [cant remember last name right now]
workshopRound1 - gendermorphisis.
workshopRound2- Sticks to your bones. [im not exactly shure if thats exactly wat it was...x.x]

anyways.
me and omar sat like...
in a corner.
D= some dude was showing off piano/singing skills,
he was pretty good.
[we sat on the opposite side] thinking like... we're cool on THIS side.

he finished his blueberry muffin and water.
i jus got a waterbottle.
hm,

then some type of role call,
there was like westmont/point [notshure]
then...balboa.
fremont
some other schools from like, daly city. san fransisco. and fresno!!!
and random middleschools.

they dint call out MP =[

uhm.
intro, info, keynotespeaker x.x
hella talked long, omar said she was 'hot'
hah,

uhm then workshopRound1.
GENDERMORPHISIS;
icebreaker; human knot.
we got into groups and looked thru this slideshow.
we got the mac laptop :D
but its like different from mine.
iono it like changes screen wen u like move the mouse ro a corner D=
lol i felt noob.
it was cool;
looking at it thru our point of view,
then mom/dad,
then lola...and stuff....
lol funny stories ><
'whos THAT happy buying oranges?'
then, comparing traits of females and males,
that was fun...
x.x
'driving'... 'horny'....'aggressive'....'liars' weird -.-
lol, it was like a genderfight.
i learned that like... alota those traits are shared and some are good leadership qualities.
then...
understanding sexualities...
hetero! bisexual, beastiality, asexual, homosexual. pansexual. etc....x.x
thennn,

issues in our own community regarding gender.
like,
same sex marriage.
wages.
and how guys generally get to go out more than girls ><

then LUNCH :D

it was subway.
x.x
so i ate at another place w/ this girl from fresno.
theres this grp of girls me and omar made friends w/
x.x
cuz we were like the only ppl from here.
some ppl we met dint even know where sanjose was !!!! surprising x.x
actually i met some 8thgrader from lava.XD random.

so lunch... we went into the store...
omar wanted bootyshorts?
lol,
some random person came up to me and totally asked me if i was frm the sanjose area cuz he saw me at FYC.
yeaaaa [=
represent!
lol


there was a concert outside,
it was cool [=
in front of the fountain,
wat was weird...was there was this girl w/ her feet in the fountain... in a bikini x.x
awkward status.

after lunch.
SMALLgrp;
i was w/ donna [apparently this 'hot' chic [omar x.x] that wore white shortshorts]
there was only 3 girls. the other like....8 were males.
we did an icebreaker where we picked out 5 jollyranchers.
and depending on the flavor, shared a fact about ourselves.
like cherry was favorite hobby. and green apple was fave place on earth.
i got 2cherries and 3green apples.
piano.singing- boston.oahu.downtownSJ

then we made collages about our first workshop.
mine was eh.
lol
x.x

thennnn

workshopRound2.
i was back in the ballroom where we first met...for intro and stuff.

it was an Eskrima Wkshp.
:DDD
i got all excited.
it was pretty cool.
[omar ditched me tho D= ]

i learned plenty of defense moves. x.x
mark was cute. *blush.
ahahahaha.

fiona's cool too ><
its so cool to live close to stanford,
both her parents worked there !
howcool. ><

uh,
then we like...ended at 3..
but it was apposed to end at 3:30..
and since i dint know where omar was,
i stayed there.

this guy was playing piano.
so i jus meandered over.
it turns out,
he was cute<3
lawl.
uhm,
yea i came over,
he kinda stopped and we started talking.
im not exactly shure if we exchanged names.
but we exchanged places.
lol
i have no idea if he said sanfran or dalycity x.x
gah, but he asked me to play the piano [=
so i kinda played 'lemonade' or at least wat i could do.
stupid me, i kinda sang a bit too...o.o

he said i was good,
but i think he was jus saying that.

after he said he knew how to play guitar.
and would teach me.
x.x hes a soph tho.
hehehe,
well i told him about how the thing ended too early.
we went near where the 'instructors' were talking.
they heard about the time .
there was like 30 min left.
but only 3 ppl left in the room XD
so we jus did out own lil thing.
mostly jujitsu.
that was super fun,
thas y i wanted jovey to go<3

uhm..
after that we dint talk.
cuz some random ppl walked into the room and he totally went that way =[
he was cute.
maybe we shoulda...ehem....networked D=
forreal tho....
im lonely.

after finishing workshop2.
we were to go back to our smallgroups.
this time we had marshmallows and toothpicks.
building time x.x
XD
we won,
but it wasnt the tallest.
sadly.
lol

uhm...then we played some random type of telephone.
whisper-draw-whisper-draw...
XD
our side sucked.
lol
from 'strength in numbers' to shrinking.
the other one was longer tho.
but they got hella closer.
i learned some fremont kid was in our smallgrp.

after that we went back to the ballroom to end stuff...
but we had to wait for like 30min, for the last grp... x.x
omars grp.
so i was like sitting there alone for 30min.
as more ppl came in i kinda was searching for Kevin [the guy...frm earlier]
i was sorta sad.. wen i couldnt see him.
the piano/singing ppl [it was like a grp...and followers] moved all of a sudden to the side where i was on..
and started playing guitar.
x.x i guess, lol.
then i turned around and he was there. [=

but i was..all ....shy x.x
so nothing....
D=
i turned around again.
thinking to myself =[


we started wen omars grp came in and kevin sat w/ these girls.
so i kinda got sad... and dejected. im not shure if i wanna use that word... but i cant think of anything else.
lol

uhm
the panel speakers were....boring x.x
ending was alright,

i won candy.
lol,
like 15 ppl won.
eh,
kevin won too [=

uhm,
then ayana texted.

x.X
then kuya jeff texted.

but everyone left to go to the next thing,
but we totally had to leave for the meeting w/ milpitas.
D=

i wanted to stay, or at least look for kevin and connect ><
ugh,
kuya was far so we asked the host to give him directions,
sadly she used my phone...
so i had to stay w/ her the whole time D=

and i totally, got all broken =[
no byes.

watever...kinda,
right?

i needa let it go,
theres more fish out there,
x.x

lol,
oh yea.
and
passion and gabe bondoc and some other ppl were apposed to be performing.
me and omar couldve gotten in..
but it was after dinner.
and,
D=
we had to go.

DAMMIT.
i wanted to go.
='/

wahhhhh.
next year fasho.

gahhhh,

so, kuya jeff met us near subway...

and we left.
x.x


nice talk on the way home. lol
..
then,
meeting w/ milpitas.
attendees;
leah
eileen
omar
jessica
ace.

ayana.
kevin. [theirkevin] <-- reminds me of kenny? right jessica?
jester.
j___... john? [omg i feel bad now.]
idk his name...



blahblahblahblah.
discussion.
blah....



then afterwards.
we wouldnt leave until like x.x
ayana sang,
cuz ace said.
then her brother could sing too.
then we went on about like..
turning off the lights.
or..
singing later...
or.
blah
lol


then we eventually left...
x.x
at like 9 D=

lol

wata day.

i came home to watch maalaala mo kaya.
then the news.
..
so many homicides....
x.x

and now this,

blog [=

wat a weird day.

im really wanting to talk to that guy right now,
but i have no idea..
if hes interested or watever.

so eh,
maybe wen i go to greatmall tmrw.
ill see,

x.x

bye.