the difference b/t...

ive been thinking alot lately.
ive found so many differences in things..


theres a difference b/t knowing someone and KNOWING someone.
for ex; "oh yea, i know her...."
and...
"omg, i knew her since like elementary school"
or...
"heyyy, [= i know her, shes my best friend"
... iono where im going lol,

or like...


the difference b/t flirting and playing around.
x.x
theres some type of thin line b/t there..




anyways...
the point is...
im lonely D=




lol,
kinda stupid, but..yea

i can see the difference b/t.
wanting and needing.

hm,
iono,
im jus guessIng that maybe i Want to have A relatioNship. buT maybe noT. ionO...mAybe im juS suffering from liKe relastioNship withdrAwl or someThing likE that. hmm, im Very confused and weIrd. LoL mAybe i caN go aroUnd asking for eVeryones number. nAhhhh. thats stupid.. and making myself look easy. iono who to Talk tO about this either. theres a good side and bad side to this. ehhh, ill talk more about this later. i feel like sleeping. and i keep thinking about PROM. [iono if i should do it..~onlyforpplwhogotthismessage...]

anyways.
how should i go about dealing with this problem.